....And Niah's Story Begins in 3...2..!!!!!


Welcome! I hear blogging is therapeutic so I've decided to give it a shot! Please bear with me as I figure out how to work everything. This is my way of evolving and letting go all of the pain that has affected me for so long. I've decided to divide this blog into three parts: The Diary, The Truth, and The Journey. I hope this blogs helps someone as much as it helps me. Thanks for the support and enjoy!

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

The Diary: Do You Remember Me?

Do you remember me?
It's a question I ask quite frequently If you answer yes, don't be surprised...by the look in my eyes because I can't believe you recognize someone 
who can't even see or remember herself...
who got lost in the mirror and refused help 
who got lost in the darkness and its depth

Do you remember me?
or perhaps you only remember the things I've done
 the things I've said...
or the mistakes I run from...
"Hey Niah, remember that time...."'
Nah, I can't, because when my past comes lurking
it's in the darkness I hide
it's in the light that I cry
and in the grey I wade in infected pride

Do you remember me?
What do you see?
The Sinner?
The Saint?
The Whore?
The Haint?

Please forgive me...
I forget which picture I paint 
which memories I arranged
...and all of the change-ups

Do you remember me?

Or is it all of your judgments that you see?






~Yours Truly, Miss Niah

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