....And Niah's Story Begins in 3...2..!!!!!


Welcome! I hear blogging is therapeutic so I've decided to give it a shot! Please bear with me as I figure out how to work everything. This is my way of evolving and letting go all of the pain that has affected me for so long. I've decided to divide this blog into three parts: The Diary, The Truth, and The Journey. I hope this blogs helps someone as much as it helps me. Thanks for the support and enjoy!

Friday, January 21, 2011

The Diary: Judgement Part 1

For those with high opinions....

Judgement. The dictionary meaning of this word is: the ability to judge, make a decision, or form an opinion objectively, authoritatively, and wisely, esp. in matters affecting action; good sense; discretion. But in today's world the word has transformed  into an ugly cruel action. It's turned into persecution, misunderstanding, superiority, and inferiority. It's turned into "my way is better"  and "how could you do that, be that, say that?"
It's turned into modern-day crucification, deterioration, of the mind and soul, it's the new tool of war and it blows a hole...straight through me...for you hang me from a fucking cross and put the crown of thorns on my head....stick a spear in me, spit on me, and pray that I'm dead.
How could you judge me and don't know me? How could you penalize me for being me? You don't know who am I, what I've been through.You don't know me because you're not me, you're you...and for all those high opinions you have it's like you're not human at all. On your gold throne while I'm simple and small. You don't know who I am, where I've been, where I'm going...but you know enough to slap me and show me... I ain't nobody, I'm evil, I'm nasty, I'm someone who's full of sin and blasphemy....well I might not be perfect, hell I might be evil too...but I can tell you something...yes I got some news for you...if you think that life is black and white...bad and good...wake your ass up... look real good. Because if the world is black and white then I'll proudly say I'm covered with soot, I've made mistakes...got dirt on my foot...I've been bad, good, and all that in between...wicked, mean, sweet kind. I'm a strong ass indvidual with an awesome mind....
I've feared and conquered....weathered the storm....I'm happy I rolled in the mud...cut my knees...spilled a little blood....I've lived my life and that's true....but you in your clean white robe and spotless kingdom...if you look at your feet...you'll see the mud too.


~Your Truly, Miss Niah

2 comments:

  1. Very good, people are always qick to judge, but until they've walked in your shoes, it really doesnt matter what they think. Its just their opinion, and there just like assholes, all of us have one.

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