You'll Always Be My Hero...Even Though You've Lost Your Mind...

The Truth: Quote Of The Day

"The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for."

 

-Bob Marley

The Diary: And I Could Have Loved You...

So this is it huh?, She Says

He backs up, walks away, nods his head

She stands there tears falling from her eyes

He stops...and too her suprise...

He keeps on walking without looking back

She sinks to her knees and whispers

"Just like that?"

"Just like that?!?" She stands yells

He stops in tracks....
She runs to him, drops to her knees...
Grabs his legs, "No, wait, please don't leave me!"
She stands, and begs one more time...
He asks her one simple question...why?
She speaks no words but the story is told...
She could love him were she not someone's else...
To have, to hold


So what were they doing here on this cold wintry night...
Hidden from plain view...out of sight
Sharing secret passion that was..taboo
Sharing the us when there wasn't even a me and you


What started so innocent turned so red
From friends, to best friends, to lovers, to bed
From the late nights, to secret date nights, to secret love fights
From I like, to I really like, to what might...
Could be...me...you...the two of us
Fom the passion in bed, to the passion in the head, to the passion in the soul


And in her eyes the story was told...
And in his eyes the distance that couldn't be closed
He knew someone else had her heart
and he also knew he could only have a part
But what was fucked up was she had his whole
Mind, body, heart, and soul
She loved him yes...it was in her eyes...
But that was the problem it was always hidden...always in disguise


She asked quietly, Do you love me?
He asked in return, Could you ever leave?

She dropped her gaze, whispered please

How could she leave? How could she stay?

How could she give either one away?

Her silence gave the answer he was looking for

The hiding, the disguising, he couldn't do it anymore.

And for very last time...he walked away

She watched in silence...how could she ask him to stay?

The love they felt could never be told...

He whispered in the wind, tears in his eyes....I could have loved you
And walked away in the cold....

~Yours Truly, Miss Niah

The Truth: Quote Of The Day

""I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"

-Marilyn Monroe

The Truth: Everyone's in the Masquerade (Part 2)

Facebook Fool

Facebook addiction has become an epidemic that is spiraling OUT OF CONTROL! If you're an active member of facebook, I'm pretty sure you've heard these phrases at least once. "Did you see what *Jasmine put on *Jessica's page last night?" or maybe " Did you hear who *John put he's in a relationship with?" or the ever famous phrase " You should have been on facebook last night!" And for me, personally, here are my answers to them: Hell no I haven't see what *Jasmine put on *Jessica's page, Hell no I didn't see who *John put he's in a relationship with, and HELL NO I don't know what's going on with facebook! You want to know why? Because I actually use facebook for it's true intentions or rather, I have a mother-f***ing life!  I mean really is it necessary to have five hundred  pictures of your face...just so you can change your profile picture everyday? Really, you have twenty-five sibilings? Really your going to put a status airing you're dirty laundry and then get mad when people talk about you? I mean come on! What's the matter with you people?!? What? Mommy and Daddy didn't give you enough attention? You have to activate facebook mobile so you can put a status every five damn minutes? You have to put the "like this status if" so people can shower you with attention? You have to like ALL of your own freakin' statuses??And people wonder why they're so "tired" of facebook...It's because you're on it every damn minute!  I...Am...Sick of it! I'm sick of people putting on facades to make their life seem so glamorous and great when really all they're doing is sitting at a computer trying to think ways to impress people or get someone to look at their page. Here's a news flash: If your life was so great you wouldn't be updating you status every ten minutes! Uploading a zillion photos of you doing nothing! Just clawing oh so desperately at the computer for some attention...I mean hey don't get me wrong everyone loves a little gossip and attention, but when it gets to the point where you HAVE to check your notifications or when feel out of touch with what's going on when you can't check your page...it's time to turn the computer off, turn the laptop off, and for pete's sake get in touch with the real world.

~Yours Truly, Miss Niah

*No real people were used in the article

Someone Once Told Me....

The Truth: Quote Of The Day

"She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s important—you know "

-Marilyn Monroe

The Diary: What is Love?

Love: Noun, Verb
   1. A profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
   2. A feelinf of warm personal attachment (i.e. mother & child).
   3. Sexual passion or desire.

OR....

Knowing someone has flaws and caring for them not because of all the perfect qualities, but for the beautiful flaws that make them who they are. Sharing your pain...Sharing your heart. Sacrificing time and passion for one's self to share with another. Caring for someone's well-being and future, praying for them all that your soul can;  Complimenting and Complementing one another so fully...contributing to one another's essence and nourishing each other's soul. Being harsh when you have to, and being gentle even when you don't have to. Nuturing each other spiritually, emotionally, and physically...Sacrifice, Compassion, Empathy, Purity, Sanctity, Comedy, Trust, Faith....To throw yourself of the cliff completely, without hesitation....knowing....they'll catch every time....

I wrote this when I was in highschool, dreaming of this bond....the dream is realized...

For He is Love.....

~Yours Truly, Miss Niah