Who do you think you are? Collecting your jar of hearts....

The Truth: Everyone's in the Masquerade (Part 1)

Death of Barbie....

I am so tired of people parading around trying to be something they're not! The most upsetting thing about this is...they seem to be proud of it! I mean really...you're a "Barbie" or "the baddest bitch?"  Really, that's the best thing you can say about yourself? That's what you want people to know about you? That you're a fake, plastic, artificial being playing around in a pretend world while someone else tells you what to be? HELLO! Reality check! In case you forgot Barbie is a pretty plaything. That's it, nothing more. She doesn't dress herself, choose the path she takes or even has a say in her life what-so-ever. When little girls are done playing with her they throw her away...forget about her.  So ask yourself, it that what you want to be? A pretty plaything with no substance that's easily replaced and forgotten? Hey don't get me wrong Nicki Minaj makes decent music, I have nothing against her... She's a good artist...and that's it. Sure some people like Nicki Minaj can afford to be Barbies.  That's her career, that's her livelihood. But for women who aren't making millions of dollars...it's time to put the dolls down. Grow up! You should not be a twenty-something dedicating your time to being a Barbie!  You should not have children and in the same breath represent yourself as a child's toy. I know it may seem glamorous but it's time to step out of Barbie's world and come back to reality. Realize your potential as a woman and become yourself. Don't use snappy lyrics and cute clothes to define who you are. Be more than that. Let your personality shine from within and you'll thank yourself for it later.

~Yours Truly, Miss Niah

The Diary: Passion of Flame: The Soul's Eye

If you're my friend on facebook you may have seen this already...if not enjoy!

Passion of Flame: The Soul's Eye

Old Flame...
New Flame...
But you...you are my truest flame
He who is my truest flame that ignites my soul
and knows...
all the stories it holds, and all the things that remain untold
He who burns my soul with passion and scorches his name onto my being
Giving my life it's very meaning
He who is my truest flame
It burns my lips to whisper your name...
a name so fiery it holds my inner most desire in every syllable
I just can't deny the way I'm feeling you
I mean...it's like you just delve into my soul, my deepest essence...
You are my greatest blessing
My passion, My flame,

He who is my truest flame...
I love it when you make say me your name
Your strong touch lights my body on fire...
satisfying my deepest desire
My spine tingles, my toes curl...
I can't deny it, I'm trapped in your world
I feel helpless against a passion so strong...
there's no way it could be wrong
Our naked bodies intertwined...
I am yours and you are mine
The passion we feel in these moments speaks the true nature of man and woman

He who is my truest flame...
I will never forget the power of your name
the nature of your soul...
and the passions untold
these flames we feel will never die
for they are my beauty...my soul's third eye
and even when the fire embers are low
the passion forever burns...even when it doesn't show
for I am yours...and you are mine
the flame of love...my soul's truest eye

 

 

...I dedicate this to the love of my life Marquese...with whom my bond only grows stronger

 

~Yours Truly, Miss Niah

The Truth: Quote Of The Day

One of my role models...she wasn't perfect and she knew that...that's what made her so unique <3

"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring.
 -Marilyn Monroe

The Journey : Ten things about me!

For my first post I've decided to tell you a little about me...sooooo...here we go!

10 Things About Miss Niah...

1. I constantly worry about EVERYTHING! : As nonchalant as I try to be...deep down...I'm a worry-wart. I worry about big things, small things, things that don't matter, and everything in between. I'm trying to stop this constant worrying but then I end up worrying about worrying!

2. I have a small phobia of germs: I don't freak out at the thought of germs or anything but I will wash my hands three times and use a little hand sanitizer after taking out the trash. Sometimes I have to laugh at myself for how ridiculous it is, but hey, it's who I am.

3. I'm naturally awkward and anti-social: I must admit...about 90% of people annoy the crap out of me... but no one would ever guess that about me since in most cases I'm extremely polite and friendly. However just because I'm friendly doesn't mean I like people...it just means I'm not a bitch. Going to college really has helped me flourish in the social aspect so I'm not as introverted as I once was.  But still even today, ask me if I want go to a club or party...then ask me if I want to play Assassin's Creed: Brotherhood...I'm definitely staying in for the night!

4.  I loooooooove music: Music helps me get through the trials in my life. I can listen to almost any genre. I was simply sick when my iPod passed away. I now have at least one playlist of music on any eletronic device I have and even have a back-up library on my flash drive. When I'm sad...I listen to music. When I'm happy...I listen to music. And when I'm just plain bored...you guessed it...I LISTEN TO MUSIC!!!!!!

5. I neglect my friends: Don't get me wrong, if you're truly my friend I sincerely care about you. But as I stated in #3 I'm just awkward and anti-social. So I tend to forget to call or chat on facebook. It's just in my nature to be alone and it's easier for me to just be by myself than to call up a friend. So if any of you are reading this just know that I LOVE YOU and if you ever need anything I'm here for you. (Seriously I'm really trying to work on this...but it's harder than you think.)

6. I'm a good listener: I understand what it's like to just want everyone to shut the freak up and listen to what you have to say. That's why whenever someone comes to me with a problem , I take it to heart and do everything I can to help them. I understand that sometimes you don't even want a solution...you just want to be heard, to vent.

7. I've made stupid decisions: Yeah I've done some pretty dumb shit, but who hasn't? One thing I can say is that I've learned. I've learned that some people don't have good deep inside of them like fairy tales want you to believe. I've learned that yeah, some guys just are the scum of the earth. I've learned that drinking can't solve your problems.  But through all of the stupid decisions I've made I've also made sooooooo many good ones.

8. I've made good decisions: Yep I have to say I'm a pretty smart girl. The good decisions I've made outweight the bad. I've walked away from abusive relationships, helped people who didn't deserve it, forgiven those people who set out to hurt me, sacrificed because it was the right thing to do and the best decision I've ever made is always, always putting all of my faith and trust in God.

9. I'm "weird" : I personally don't think I'm weird but some people do. Is it so weird that a 19-year old black girl likes anime, video games, reading, comic books, mythology, and has a slight obsession with square-enix? HELL NO! I say that just makes me one kick-ass, interesting, and diverse person!

10. I'm afraid of change: I can admit...doing things that could drastically alter the course of my life frightens me. But I'm working on it. That's why I've decided to confront this fear head on. I'm letting my hair grow natural, I've sat out of school for any entire year, I'm trying to live a healthy lifestyle  and when I return to school I intend to be at the peak of my potential! This blog is going to help me with the progress :-D

Now that I've told you a little about me...I hope that you'll continue on this journey with me! I'll be posting another Ten things about me list in the future so if your curious to know more stick around! I promise it'll only get more interesting ;-)

~Yours Truly...Miss Niah <3